Si bei sianz, I have been having sleepless nights recently and I have tried nearly all ways to make myself feel tired and wna sleep.. (okay maybe except knocking myself out) Tried jogging; watching tons of documentaries on discovery channels; watching dumbass videos hoping to feel stupid and sleep; playing games ( not only DS games but even those on my cellphone!) ; listening to classics, radio; read storybooks and yadas yadaas ~ I even read up my school stuffs !

I have no freaking idea what's happening

Listening to MP3s and I ended up singing.. I want to sleep please. I feel tired and I yawn and tear but when I lie on me bed, I feel damn awake. How come? Help??


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 I watched Eat.Pray.Love today. Stunning show, I like.

But I felt sad after watching the movie, probably confused

Seriously, what's the word for me? Truthfully, I can't see my future dude. I've been only making short-term plans all the while, hoping they'll form the future and I know I'm wrong. I'm confused. I guess I have to figure these out on my own since I don't have that much cash to go traveling for a year! 

I really wna go live my dreams and for that to happen, I really need to be a lot more realistic. I'll figure that out soon

You only live this once. If you feel guilty about something, let it go. If you need to tell someone what your heart says, do it. 

I am so going to live by that now. And yes, if you're afraid of growing sideways and not being able to fit into your clothes, get an extra large size. You only live once, not enough time for regrets. C:

I'm so going to be truthful to myself and my feelings now. We need to talk people ! 

attraversiamo

And I hope with this post, I can go and sleep well tonight. tadaas!