Fucking pissed off.

Why come do this to me on a Friday



In charge of different concepts, fine. I barely handled the pay tabs and now every fucking problem you decided to come to me. Why come and ask me something about the previous months when I’m not even here YET?! If I have a chainsaw or a knife of any kind, I swear I’ll stab you till you fall.

I’m only seated behind you. Need you purposely shout for me when you see things gone wrong? If that is your way of pushing any blame off yourself, bree-liant.



Nowgofuckyourselfsomewhere

Hopeyoudie

I FEEL SO PISSSSSSSSSSED OFF NAAAWWWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!




AND YAR ! Judgement Day, I think half of the population feels disappointed that it's not happening. And I am one of them. Stop misinterpreting the bible, what the fuck is wrong???!?!?

"

It felt very much that it was earned for Damon to finally get some kind of acceptance and compassion and reciprocation to the feelings he’s made very clear. He needed it, and Elena needed to give it to him.

"

-  Julie Plec  (via for-bittenlove)

(Source: tvline.com)



adaddaadadadaddadaaaaaaaaaaaa !!

The TVD season finale is FAB !!!  oh my god I can't wait to watch more, I can't wait to watch MORE !!!
I'm so happy that the whole Delena thing is finally happening ! Eggz-i-tardd-z much !

I am annoyed. I have no idea where the hell my previous entry went
I remember clearly publishing it and seeing in on the page. Annoyed.

Yeah I've uploaded two kpop music video in the previous post,
and I'm no longer in the mood to do it again now. Irritated.

Today, I met and went out for dinner with people whom
I've not seen since 5-6 years ago. It's really been a long long time and it really does feel comforting to know that none of them had changed much. Perhaps they changed a little for the better and I am really happy for them. Reminder to sok if you are reading this: upload the photos!


& yar, I feel bothered


I wish for things to happen and flow smoothly, but srsly... :< I am confused by what I think I really want;
I am afraid of what might happen within these few months;
I am frightened of what people really expect of me and whatever they thought I could do and achieve, I have zero confidence

m(_ _)m

Here's another dose of daily awkward situations...

I'm still on bus 80, on my way home.. That new single deck bus and it is just too crowded!
The bus is taking forever to move from one stop to the next, and I can't help but feel like I'm flying off the spot where I'm standing.. The worst thing is that my stomach is not doing me good, it can't stop growling and I'm so embarrassed!

I can't help but feel that everyone else can hear the inner me. I am veryvery hungry!!



//edited•19april•8:09am
I just noticed the amount of crap i posted yesterday
Goes to show how angry I felt and how slow the bus was that I could even type those above

How should I walk my life? Mmmm.....

Go get the paper, start off with high salaries and wait for promotion like everyone else?


Count me out if its a 3-4 year thing to get the paper then slog to repay that huge amount.. Is planning our life so so important? So what happens next if I don't get paid as much as you are in the future?

Maybe I'll just stick to what I have now and spend my money on every traveling opportunities I get, I mean, you rarely get second chances from life.... rrright?

Honestly, I know... It's the career advancements, status and whatsoever... Let it come what may.. I am quite contented now


Stop yakking at me. I am very easily influenced but trust me when I say I know what I'm doing. Wait till I get to the shorter route


Actually, me being such a careless person, I feel like I might just die anytime, so I want to live it good for now, at least. Hahaha like a joke. right.

How come I feel like I've been working there for a damn long time already?
In fact, it's been only barely a few months

sigh


and how come huh?! How to get rid of those at my tagboard??!
I tried not to be bothered but I'm super irritated now, can ban them forever?
Someone, help and advice? Othrwise I shall just remove the whole thing );

//editted@8:21am
Wth I felt so upset and angry with myself when it dawned on me that i forgot my cardigan today. It's like going to pour outside anytime and my office is forever so.……… raaaaaah!!!
Frustrated !

"why? why you want to sell? I thought you used to say our location was best and its hard to find another 5 room like ours??? Now if we need to buy stuff like those nitty gritty ones are so troublesome.... Why huh?? Why mummy, of all places Jurong?!!!"   - and then I jerked up while walking along Jurong Point corridors in my dream........    It was totally a nightmare

Today, boss stepped out and told me she needs my help. Badly. 

Go.TUAS.

x.x

that was the face I showed her, haahaahah

but then I agreed when she told me towards the end that I'd most probably have transport foc because another colleague will be traveling there too, and yes, he drives. 

so.i.agreed.

Hope I won't regretttttttt 

And! It's recruitment week, I shall update tell you guys more about it when I next update this space!

I feel so pranked by Time


I'm frightened by the thought of the piling tasks at work
Oh man how I don't feel like going to bed now because it'd be a brand new day all so soon


Shucks and the luck all left me for some other these few days
It WILL all come back!! sibei 漏财 . Huat ahhh !

My cny and weekend were not perfect but still great and good enough
Hope yours were awesome !


Happy Monday );

Sometimes if you want people to be nice to you, stfu
And we shall consider

Super super irritated by you!!!

The mood and atmosphere are so not right for cny this year and the rain isn't making it any better


I think my workplace jinx me. I got stuck in the lift twice if you include today's encounter too. One of the worst and scariest experience ever!!!
Imagine all of the HR stucked in a lift with a lot of cash??




Sigh, and this is gonna be another week of only me, myself and boss

_|_ iris and screw bus service apps upside down

Oh did I mentioned that I'm gonna be a ang bao packer for today?

I sense the changes,

how huh?? :(

I'm actually very worried

It's 26 today
Christmas just came and go
I realised I still can't accept how time passes so fast, especially when I'm happy



Truth is -
I hate it and I think I'm not ready for 2011

I made my decision. 

really wanna say no regrets, but I can't help but being afraid of letting another chance pass by

fuck stability

Yes, everything doesn't make sense anymore
If I had a chance, I don't even wanna grow up
Now all we do is to learn and adapt, then earn money.
Cash is everything now
I used to hate grown ups, now I'm one
Time to make out whatever options I have and decide
Decisions are so hard to make !!!

Annoyed

Frustrated. 

And easily annoyed. Singaporeans, hahahahahah

What to say, can't really complain much. Land is scarce, malls are small, number of citizens increasing #$%@ what to expect now? Let's say a person has got a bad day out be it due to work, being bitched at by people, being fucked by life and etc... and all that person gets at the end of the day is to be stucked at some mall, unable to walk a path properly or get home, without stopping. Don't you people ever get frustrated when you want to get home desperately but people are just obstructing your way?! Oh my god these people sort of believe they're the only ones around thus no need to give way to others -.- holy people. Argh! Just let me rant!! I can go on and on and on~~~  I believe there are times I may have been the one walking to a sudden halt or obstructing other's paths.  I shall not do that again. It's really irritating

Here's just some random stuff for me to type about (in general)

ANNOYED #1

People walking to a sudden halt right in front of you 

(and probably even turn around to glare at you because you almost bumped into them or something _l_ )

ANNOYED #2

People taking their own sweet time to walk around 

(walking in the middle of the entire passageway, thinking their grandfather owns the street)

ANNOYED #3

People saw you walking towards their direction 

(totally ignores wherever you are heading and not give way to you)

ANNOYED #4

People thinking everyone else are the minorities 

(they are so special. yes, till people like me want to rant all about them)

ANNOYED #5

People who loves to exaggerate

(yes, they really speak the impossible; they spin tales like wood can become gold!!)

*****

Yes, I shall just stop here now.
wait till I experience more
I know these are like normal everyday encounters but I really had enough of it
How many times you feel upset or angry and still have to be trapped in some malls with such people?!
Sorry I cannot tahan

 buay zi dong people
_l_( *-.-) _l_
Cheers

Si bei sianz, I have been having sleepless nights recently and I have tried nearly all ways to make myself feel tired and wna sleep.. (okay maybe except knocking myself out) Tried jogging; watching tons of documentaries on discovery channels; watching dumbass videos hoping to feel stupid and sleep; playing games ( not only DS games but even those on my cellphone!) ; listening to classics, radio; read storybooks and yadas yadaas ~ I even read up my school stuffs !

I have no freaking idea what's happening

Listening to MP3s and I ended up singing.. I want to sleep please. I feel tired and I yawn and tear but when I lie on me bed, I feel damn awake. How come? Help??


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 I watched Eat.Pray.Love today. Stunning show, I like.

But I felt sad after watching the movie, probably confused

Seriously, what's the word for me? Truthfully, I can't see my future dude. I've been only making short-term plans all the while, hoping they'll form the future and I know I'm wrong. I'm confused. I guess I have to figure these out on my own since I don't have that much cash to go traveling for a year! 

I really wna go live my dreams and for that to happen, I really need to be a lot more realistic. I'll figure that out soon

You only live this once. If you feel guilty about something, let it go. If you need to tell someone what your heart says, do it. 

I am so going to live by that now. And yes, if you're afraid of growing sideways and not being able to fit into your clothes, get an extra large size. You only live once, not enough time for regrets. C:

I'm so going to be truthful to myself and my feelings now. We need to talk people ! 

attraversiamo

And I hope with this post, I can go and sleep well tonight. tadaas! 

I haven't came to update this space in a long long time. I have been out very often lately, spending time with those very important people in my life. Everything's been fine until these few days, when I started pondering on certain issues in my life. Zzzzzzzzzzzz I guess this is the only portal for me to key in my thoughts? Ok, the positive parcels first - Life has been entertaining this year with overseas trips to Thailand, Phuket &Malaysia, Malacca and KL. The trips were all fulfilling? And not forgetting the fact that I've been to USS, Sentosa with VSAX. I can't believe I've already went there actually.. With all the outings and birthday surprises, I don't understand why happy times always go by just like that . . It's like, once again, it is time for life to move onnnnz... The closer ones are starting their semester soon, one's gna be trapped in tekong, some working, dearest one's in army too. I shall emphasis, happy times really flyyyyy~ Now for the cruel part which sort of leave me hanging somewhere in between, I'm still stuck in my HR Biz course. Which direction do I head after that? Oh man, really tough. There's no U-Turn after the final decision's made and I hate the fact that I know that. How cow? Even r/s confusing me. I know I should think clear and straight but my actions and thoughts are contradicting myself. I'm gna be dishonestt with my feelings and hope the thoughts go away on themselves soon.


I'm in sucha mess. I totally don't feel like editing the load of crap up there. I'm lost and I hate it when people tell me Life goes on. It's really not helpful