Blood ...

I've been feeling slightly feverish yesterday then last night,
Nose bleed. It was one thing that often haunt me when I was a kid. It's been a long time since it's last visit..

It was just past midnight yesterday. I finished whatever needed to be done and figured I shall do some recap and read up on what I missed out on Econs classes. Well, I barely started when my nose started itching. I rubbed my nose and I see blood on my hand.
Fuck I couldn't stop my nose from bleeding, it was horrible.
My brother told me to try and blow them all out (I was already by the toilet sink and yes, the rest are all asleep) I tried blowing my nose and yes, you might have pictured, it got worst.
They (Blood) didn't stop but they came out even faster and thicker. I thought I was going to die. Brother grabbed some ice and placed it in a towel then on my forehead.

Fucked up.

It took bloody long for the blood to stop. Cancer flashed across my thoughts but I was too busy to think about that. I was more than desperate. Went to lie down on bed.. looking at my notes, I feel like tearing them up. Something always happen when I try to read them. Usually bad...
So I listened to the radio then fell asleep.. Didn't even realized when the blood stopped flowing~


Now that I remember, I went google-ing

The incidence of nosebleeds is higher during the colder winter months when upper respiratory infections are more frequent, and the temperature and humidity fluctuate more dramatically. In addition, changes from a bitter cold outside environment to a warm, dry, heated home results in drying and changes in the nose which will make it more susceptible to bleeding. Nosebleeds also occur in hot dry climates with low humidity, or when there is a change in the seasons. The following factors predispose people to nosebleeds: 

• Infection
• Trauma
• Allergic and non-allergic rhinitis
• Hypertension
• Use of blood thinning medications
• Alcohol abuse
• Less common causes include tumors and inherited bleeding problems

Like how can ! 
Definitely not alcohol abuse. I doubt it's trauma or hypertension!
and I don't do medication

Zzz~ Infection, allergies or tumor(s)  *glurps*


sianz, now I'm scared. 
Hate.to.see.Blood. :<